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victoriannights
"Here I go . . . so dishonestly . . . leave a note . . . for you, my only one."

So, lots have happened since my last entry, and I'll do a really quick recount of everything.

 

Yesterday, we had the class picture taking, which was lots of fun. It was also that day that my groupmates in Chemistry Lab and I gave our reporting for lipids, which was hellish. Thank goodness I survived, and I think that I did fairly well. I didn't do so well during the test afterwards, but that's alright. I've made a vow that from here on, I'll do well in my studies. And I will.

 

Yesterday, I also allowed myself to relax for a while. My next homework's due on Monday, so I thought, after the week's hard work, I should be allowed a little break. So, when I went to sleep early . . . guess what.

 

I dreamt of him. Again.

 

Yet again, it was another bit of wishful thinking/wish fulfillment. This time, instead of facing him alone in my room, I dreamt that I faced him and his girlfriend, and I told him that while I was happy for the both of them, I was sad for myself because I waited for months for him to do something, but he didn't. And then, I sobbed.

 

I both wish and don't wish that I could do the same thing in real life. Sigh. When will he and this forever leave my psyche? When?

 

Anyway, moving on to today. This morning, I dissected a frog. The smell of the formalin was disgusting. I felt like vomiting at one point because of the smell of the formalin. It hurt the nose and the eyes terribly, too! The dissected frog now sits, submerged in isopropyl alcohol, on my desk, next to the dried skeleton of another dissected frog. Guh. I have to study all muscles and bones of said frogs for my exam on Monday. In this one, I swear that I will do very well. I must.

 

Moving on . . . thank goodness it's the weekend. I really need a break. I'm going out with my friends tomorrow, and while I'm looking forward to that, I also wish that I could have some rest . . . but ah, what friends do for friends.

 

And that's that. So tired.

 

Right now, I'm totally enjoying Only One by Yellowcard. Next, I will enjoy Dragostea din tei (the Numa numa, mai-ya hi! song) by O-Zone, Stickwitu by the Pussycat Dolls, and Helena by My Chemical Romance.

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